... just anyone to talk to? Anyone to keep me from my boredom??

This day was the most boring day since ... since ... I don't know since when, but definitely since a very long time.
I have absolutely NOTHING to do and there's no one to hang out with and there's no one to even just talk to ... absolutely no one ..

Can it PLEASE be Monday very very soon so I have something to do again? ._.

Btw. ... 31 days *__*

11.7.07 21:10

I'm crying...

...but not all tears are an evil =)

I just read a short private message which made me cry, obviously.

I miss her.
And I wish I could be with her right now.

This is for you, my love:
Minä rakastan sinua. Olen vain sinun ja haluan vain sinut ... and this won't change.
Ikuisesti sinun.

10.7.07 12:33

I haven't seen my grandparents for more than just a few hours in a loooooooong time. And I would have never thought that my grandmother would actually invite me to visit them ...
I am so looking forward to seeing them again. Going to the beach, looking at sunets, walking along the beauiful forest, seeing big ships ... oh, how much I've missed being there *__* And I know that I'm gonna have a very good time ... =)

A year ... can you believe this? xD
... Minä rakastan sinua! Olen vain sinun ja haluan vain sinut =)

So this is it. The beginning of my last year at school. It always seemed so far away and now ... in a year, I'll already have finished school Oo
So wish me luck xD
(oh, and once I'm done with all of my test papers and everything ... London *___* with my love
and MY musical ... the original version *___* )

It'll be my 4th concert ... in just about 13 months Oo I'm looking forward to it so very much already. Can't wait to see them again ... to hear some songs live I've never been hearing live before ...

So, this is my birthday xD 19 ...
When I've been 15 I was given a card to my 21st birthday ... just as a joke. And my 21st birthday has been so far away back then. It'll only be 2 more years once I've turned 19 ... wow.
(No special changes due to my age, thought xD ... still 3 more years until I can go to all of the pups in Finland *g*)

And the next concert. Bloodpit again. Whohoo *yay*
I'd have liked the concert not to be on a week day, though xD Well ... we'll see.

Do I really have to say anything ... ?
Finland. 10 Days. 9 Nights. 5 in Helsinki and 4 in Tampere.
I will see it ... the beauty. The silence. And, hopefully, the snow *g* Everything.
And New Year's Eve in Helsinki will be the best one ever. With a - I hope - beautiful firework. And maybe a speech of which we won't understand a word xD (well, at least Nadine and I *g*). And a New Year's kiss infront of the Dome? ... ^_^'
I'm looking forward to it so very much!!! We're gonna have an amazing time *___*
(And yes, I will beat you to the Amadeus on our first evening in Tampere if you two lay in bed for just a minute once we are in Tampere ... *hihi*)

30.6.07 15:58

Finnland ...

... ich komme *WOOT*

am 27.12. gehts nach Köln <3
am 28.12. gehts nach Helsinki *___*
31.12. ... SILVESTER ... in Helsinki *tod*
am 2.1. gehts nach Tampere *___*

ich kann grad nich viel sagen ... außer eben *woot*

Nadine? Alina?
Das wird SO toll. Ich freu mich jetzt schon so sehr ^^



29.6.07 14:50

Als ich dich traf, da war mir klar,
Du bist so wunder-, wundergut
Und meine Liebe ist akut,
Jetzt und im Februar.

Der erste Kuß war wie ein Schuß,
Es war der Weisheit letzter Knall,
So sündig wie der Sündenfall,
Du warst mein Sündikus.

Das erste Mal dann sexual,
Am schönsten fand ich es ansonsten auch
zu streicheln deinen Bauch.
Das fand ich sensational!

Ich liebe dir, weil ohne du kann ich nicht bin
Und ohne dir macht unsre Liebe nicht viel Sinn.
Wen kümmert Sprache schon, wenn's um die Liebe geht,
Ich weiß, daß dein Herz mich versteht.


["Ich liebe dir" by JBO]

19.6.07 19:25

Dedicated to ...

... my one and only &hearts;

It's been 342 days since we've been talking for the first time.
Can you believe this?

We were just two girls, meeting at a Forum because you wanted a picture of the singer ('thank you' jussi ^^ ) I had used in a wallpaper.
The first time we were talking on icq, we were already talking for about 12 hours ... from around 12pm to midnight ^^ I still remember that *g*
We were talking about the usual things, where we lived, what we're doing, what we like ... and a lot about finland and finnish bands. When you met me, Jussi was 'mine' ... now, he still is, but I've got someone much more special and important who I can call 'mine' now ^^

I also still remember when we've first been talking on the phone. You surprised me when calling me after Negative were performing at the Amphi festival. I was nervous and everything and you didn't even warn me :P ...
And now? We're talking every day ... and I'm not at all nervous anymore

August ... what a special week. OUR week ... not more to say than that. You know how much it means to me ... to us.
Then there was New Year's Eve ... and some days before and after that day. Thanx for the most beautiful New Year's Eve ever ... and I was not alone. FOr the first time ever.
... and there were more of those special days. And there will be more of those special days.

So, now, after 342 days, you're not just another friend I'm talking to. Not just another person I met at a forum who shares my love for music, especially from finland ...
Now, you're so very special to me and I don't even wanna think about not having met you. For what would I be doing without you now? I don't wanna know ... You're my love. My girl. Thank you for everything ...

* talking every day on the phone, msn / icq and daily text messages
* allowing that jussi is 'mine' xD
* a lot of laughing
* our first hug ... and each one that followed
* not letting go of me
* first ...
* dinner at woodpeckers (that dog was WAY too big, but cute xD)
* hiding ... in the cutest way ever
* letters
* and more letters
* confessions &hearts;
* waiting
* evil talk xD
* more evil
* two roses
* first ...
* hiding ... well, not that much anymore, but still in a cute way xD
* New Year's Eve ... I loved when we were watching the fireworks outside
* 2? ^_^'
* have I mentioned evil yet? *cough*
* lawns in cologne and bonn
* ... 2 ... ähäh
* going to your university
* still not letting go
* deep insight in concert ... oh, how I loved just having you there
* lovex in concert ... amazing. and with you, again. ('in memory of' - our necklace ^^)
* hiding ... well, actually, not at all anymore ^_^'

* every day and every night
* and so much more ...

I love you. So very much. Thank you for everything.
Olen vain sinun ja haluan vain sinut. Ikuisesti.


16.6.07 21:00

... I'm gonna miss you ...
13.6.07 07:48

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