... my one and only ♥
It's been 342 days since we've been talking for the first time.
Can you believe this?
We were just two girls, meeting at a Forum because you wanted a picture of the singer ('thank you' jussi ^^ ) I had used in a wallpaper.
The first time we were talking on icq, we were already talking for about 12 hours ... from around 12pm to midnight ^^ I still remember that *g*
We were talking about the usual things, where we lived, what we're doing, what we like ... and a lot about finland and finnish bands. When you met me, Jussi was 'mine' ... now, he still is, but I've got someone much more special and important who I can call 'mine' now ^^
I also still remember when we've first been talking on the phone. You surprised me when calling me after Negative were performing at the Amphi festival. I was nervous and everything and you didn't even warn me :P ...
And now? We're talking every day ... and I'm not at all nervous anymore
August ... what a special week. OUR week ... not more to say than that. You know how much it means to me ... to us.
Then there was New Year's Eve ... and some days before and after that day. Thanx for the most beautiful New Year's Eve ever ... and I was not alone. FOr the first time ever.
... and there were more of those special days. And there will be more of those special days.
So, now, after 342 days, you're not just another friend I'm talking to. Not just another person I met at a forum who shares my love for music, especially from finland ...
Now, you're so very special to me and I don't even wanna think about not having met you. For what would I be doing without you now? I don't wanna know ... You're my love. My girl. Thank you for everything ...
* talking every day on the phone, msn / icq and daily text messages
* allowing that jussi is 'mine' xD
* a lot of laughing
* our first hug ... and each one that followed
* not letting go of me
* first ...
* dinner at woodpeckers (that dog was WAY too big, but cute xD)
* hiding ... in the cutest way ever
* and more letters
* confessions ♥
* evil talk xD
* more evil
* two roses
* first ...
* hiding ... well, not that much anymore, but still in a cute way xD
* New Year's Eve ... I loved when we were watching the fireworks outside
* 2? ^_^'
* have I mentioned evil yet? *cough*
* lawns in cologne and bonn
* ... 2 ... ähäh
* going to your university
* still not letting go
* deep insight in concert ... oh, how I loved just having you there
* lovex in concert ... amazing. and with you, again. ('in memory of' - our necklace ^^)
* hiding ... well, actually, not at all anymore ^_^'
* every day and every night
* and so much more ...
I love you. So very much. Thank you for everything.
Olen vain sinun ja haluan vain sinut. Ikuisesti.